A tale of light
Poland is a beautiful country. ‘Snow and green and churches’,
a drone would comment on taking statistically average photographs. But the
streets are beautiful too. And the summer specifically too horny.The tomatoes
get redder. The grasses watery and fleshy. A slight brush of the electronic air
over the old amphi-theatre makes some of the accumulated brick dust fall from
the top dancing wiggling its way out to cheer up the beggar sitting under the
green leaved tree with dark chocolaty brown bark. The green a bit strong lights
up the eyes almost automatically without a time lag.
The painter runs up and down the ladder coloring the dull
ceiling bright. The motorcyclist kicks the thing. The fisherman adjusts his
saggy pants to sit. The light falls over the umbrella. The frog jumps from beneath to make the air
watery. The sandal makes a gushy sound. The tar melts. The distillery boils.
The ocean froths. The red plastic bag flaps. The dog excretes.
And slowly the sleepy molecules get active. It gives the
sensation of something very light. The state still wavy. The stomach excavates
out some sort of dense-ness piping out pain. The ears get active spilling out
toxins accumulated from nowhere. The nose breathes the smell of fermentation. Blue
dots in black screen appear. The nerves inside the fore-head pump a fluid whose
viscosity seems to increase locally till it solidifies with sharp corners which
twist centrifuging itself out. She opened her
bleary eyes when the cat, all seven pounds of squirming flesh, climbed onto her
belly. Squinting into the sunlight streaming in from the open window, she
discovered that she was now the weary possessor of a pounding headache, and at
some point, had managed to lose both a tooth and a spouse. Yet again back with
physicality. The characteristic mole, on the left arm overlooking the tennis
elbow on the rarer side over the patch of some coarse brown color, looked
straight and looking richly dark. It was trying to mix with the surrounding
like the green bright leaves with the drier red and brownish and a bit curly.
Although discreteness was a special part of existence. To test the discreteness
she touched her finger over the gummy emptiness a bit hardily. She got response
back giving her a tingling sensation which made her mouth watery with saliva.
The cat in the meantime was looking
straight keeping a track of all her activities. She was waiting for the right
moment to intervene. She was as if trying to be a transducer which converts
sadness to anti-sadness if not happiness which once initiated gets forcefully
chained to form a huge polymer of bulky happiness which we term blisstomer. It
looks polytheny. And like a plastic bag always stretches the arm towards the
infinity.
She tried to pick herself up. The
swinging action at the pelvic set her middle back portions active. The cat
hissed a sound which was phonetically similar to Mmmaaaa…..oooooooo with a
tinge of superficiality at the nasal cavities. That hit her ears. The world’s
greatest microphone picked up every bit of that amidst the sense of
unfocuss-ness that was prevalent in her wherever. She wanted to know where did
it prevail so that she could carefully take it out without dispersing it and
give off the strongest blow to be destroyed in the light of the burning sun to
be converted to light.
The wind took another fleck in a dazzling
fluffy light journey. The bus stopped at the bus-stop to carry away the old guy
to the sea shore to make him drenched and bright. The tree shrugged off the
cousin black birds to give them the training of flight.
She was half seated now. Her feet touched
the warm floor and made it watery. The cat changed her position to the
oscillating chair. She was as if crying and murmuring, ‘Look into my eyes I
have something for you.’ She again laughed mmmeeeaaooooo. Her eyes fixed.
There was an artist who studied
strangeness in vision – he called it the theory of afterimage. The transition
from airiness to concrete blackness is amazing. Simple and robust. At times the
black structures to a river lit blue at regions.
A bee came spiraling around scattering
off the sound of electricity. It landed on her face and inducted electricity
inside her. The heart pumped. The nose breathed. She rose. The local winds
tried to wave her out too. The smell of ripe mangoes tried to excite her. She touched the water bottle light. She opened
its cap and drank all of the thing. She burped out some of the remnants that
she wanted to throw away spreading her hands to the infinity. She was looking
at it physically now. It was easy to physically throw out something than
working it out in the brain. She felt the coldness of the smooth water in her
belly. It was slowly exciting her. Simple. Actually the sensation of losing her
husband did not come but she wanted to get away with the sensation of her being
lost away. She wanted to be self-less. That is perhaps the best spiritual
theory one could lay down.
The outside world was covering up
everything. The train ran. The picker picked a tomato. The conservationist
touched the bush she had managed to protect. The hunter shot his arrow. The
ice-cream seller sold one of his hand-made beauties. The moon rose an inch up
the curvy path. The sun spilled out light. The young school girl sneezed. The
gymnast made her hands powdery. The monk closed her eyes atop the mountain to
feel the mystery laughing away. The Fata morgana got encountered once again but
interpreted differently.
She filled up her bottle once again and
drank it at once. She could now feel it getting distributed into the expanse.
She concentrated her vision to the innermost. She realized that it was easy and
that this thing called unfocusness was a lump of dust around the innermost. She
located the spot. She blew it away physically carefully till the last. She closed
her eyes to feel the blackness ensembling into two arms extended towards the
infinity.
She felt like urinating. She wanted to
confirm herself that no dust was left even by the principle of uncertainty. She
closed her eyes and dropped off every bit of urine. It made her happy. She
realized that her theory of physical removal of untouchables worked. She felt
like a scientist. A naturalist. An innovator. She felt as if she was the real
and the rest a shield unbreakable un-destroyable and always guiding. The shield
was saying her to laugh to get drenched in this dance in this celebration. She
was reaching the height of meditation which made her the tiniest black and the
surrounding a deep red hue. She was surrounded by fire throughout and the fire
called her out to dance. She has seen the dancing of fire and the fire
whispered her with the utmost coherence to dance unbreakably fearless getting
drenched. She felt a vision that realization of something which we call the
infinity can be done in exactness just by being a bit self-less. And the rest would
not matter much. The fire calls her to live richly and dance in richness
showing away every movement gracefully to the infinity. It made her spill out
in ecstatic madness. She felt so hue-ish. She felt so beautiful. So simple. So
extra-ordinary. Alive. She waved and waved around extending her hands away to
infinity. Laughing.
She dropped down at the floor. The white cat
jumped from the oscillating chair across the airiness. It turned away the last
moment. She looked at her. She looked at her. They smiled in unison.
Poland is a beautiful country. India is
beautiful. Globally Poland and India is beautiful.
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